Mommy Guilt

Updated: Nov 8, 2019


Sooooo I “thought” I had a good handle on this. Like I really did guys. I thought that because I have 4 kids now, that I’d bypassed this phase.


Well let me admit that I HAVE NOT! Lmbo! Like this year alone has just been a little tough. It’s like one thing after another regarding my feelings and my kids. I never really feel guilty about leaving them to have me time or date night. Instead, my guilt or “feelings” come when I have to make quick decisions regarding their health or development.


I know I’ve struggled with change in the past, but I thought I had a pretty good hold on it. To give you more context, my oldest, Camden aka our “test baby” went to the dentist recently and needs some work done. And I’m not talking about a sealant or a cavity filled. I’m talking teeth extraction and a baby root canal!


Y’all! We were SUPER strict with him and his diet. I mean he eats VERY well, which honestly is enough to be proud about, but OMG these teeth! Like what in the WORLD? Apparently, he’s “cavity prone” something I’ve never heard of in life.


So instead of taking it like my husband and saying, “Ok Fantasia, that’s not so bad. Let’s just see what our options are and deal." I am STILL trying to figure out what went wrong smh.

Like was it the raisins? Or those days in the early years when early morning teeth brushing just seemed SO hard to do! (Stay at home mom life probs).


While I keep searching for an answer, y'all do me a favor and pray for him and ME!

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